A Short Story by A.B. Timothy
“I wasn’t ready, but I am now.” The words of her friend still rang in Sarah’s head. The last words she had heard him say to her in private before they had gotten behind their throttles that last time. Matthew’s brown eyes were burned into the side of her skull, always just out of sight, but always watching.
The pilot thrust her throttle forward and screamed with rage, through the pain. A dragon exploded in a mist of green fire before she blew threw its remains at nearly full fight speed. She twisted her control stick and wrapped around herself in a dodge before laying into the dragon that had tried to vaporize her from the sky. Another one died. She saw Matthew’s ship careening to the surface, smoke and fire billowing from the engines. She screamed again. More dragons died. An alarm blared before her world suddenly went black.
The pod she had placed herself in hissed open. She pulled her head from the full immersion device to see who had disrupted her. Well, that is what she would tell you she did. In reality, she ripped out her head, screaming bloody murder at the poor sap who had dared disturb her. “Captain Peregrine.” Fred, Matthew’s second, stood looking back at her, emotionlessly dismissing her rage. “Captain, Peregrine.” He said again, having waited for her to take a breath before trying again.
“I have to keep flying, Frederick. You can’t pull me from the Dive-Deck like that.” Sarah Peregrine argued. Her hair was a ratty mess, her eyes wild, and her lips cracked.
“You have been running the same, unwinnable simulation for the past fourteen days.” Frederick, his hair buzz cut, his eyes deep with concern, and his lips balmed, poured empathy into his voice.
“I wasn’t ready that day, Frederick. I have to be ready the next time it happens.” Peregrine said.
“I am telling you, Peregrine, that if you do not extract yourself from this Dive-Deck and get some sleep, there will not be a next time for you. You’ll be stuck flying sims in a beachfront house somewhere in the California Islands.” Frederick was still compassionate, but also deadly serious. “You want to be ready for our rescue mission? Then you’d better get some real sleep. Am I understood?”
“Yes, sir.” Captain Peregrine slowly, and reluctantly, began extracting herself from the Dive-Deck and plopped her wobbly feet onto the hard plutosteel floor of the space station. Sarah felt Frederick’s tender hand on her shoulder as she steadied herself. In a strange display of emotion, the young man hugged her and rubbed her back. She cursed the tears that fell onto his consoling shoulders.
He whispered to her, like a father comforting his daughter, “I miss him too. We can’t get him back if we destroy ourselves.” Sarah hugged her friend back. She knew he was right, but she also knew, finally, just how exhausted fourteen days of no real sleep can make you.